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My Dearest Sister Mahonyha,

It has taken me six months to find the words to express my sadness in losing you. It is only now that the dust has settled, that life has slowed down, that I allow myself to stop and realise that you have left this world and are now with me in spirit and no longer in body. Losing you has been the hardest thing that I have ever gone through. It has taken me on a rollercoaster that I never thought I would ride, and yet, after all of the twists and turns I feel I have learned so much from you and from losing you.There is no one in this world that I know that has as much courage, strength and determination as you. It is that fire and power in you that gives me strength everyday to move forward and live my life to the full.I am filled with happy, wonderful memories of my early childhood spent in the valley with you. You always looked out for me and I always loved to spend time with you. As I got older, we only became closer, eventhough I seemed to move further. All of these memories I will cherish forever.Many nights you walk and talk with me in my dreams, your face so real I could touch it. When I wake, you stay with me all day. Although knowing you are no longer here brings me much sadness, I take great comfort in knowing that you will be in my heart and my dreams forever. Your name on my foot is more than a symbol of remembrance. It is a part of you that will be a part of me forever. I miss you everyday, but know that you will walk with me forever my beautiful sister.

Forever loving you,

Katy

Dear Selina and family,
I am profoundly sad to hear about Mahonyha. My thoughts are with all ofyou.
Many fond memories over many years.
David Cullen

Dear Selina and Family,

the house is quiet, I can still myself and try to find the words...
Such sweet anguish, remembering Mahonyha. Her laughter, I can still hear it in the hall and coming down from Sahjia's bedroom. Their innocent somber meditations in the grass. Her hair in her face as she leaned over her desk.

Mahonyha is a part of each of us, whom she touched.
She helped us all become...

Please know that my heart is with all of you at this time of such deep sorrow.
Much, much love,
Lisa

my sweet mahonyha....my angel
i hold so many memories of you in my heart...the night you were born you wailed away...i held you on my chest for a long time....i imagined a great big sun...white light really...your crying became soft cooing....when my mind wandered from the light you would cry once again...
your essence is as sweet and fragrant as the flower of the plant which is your namesake...when i walk the hills you are with me sweet one...
i miss you hones!
Love Dad


My sweetest little pea. you were my hearts true love. The one i was meant to meet across time, space and whatever obstacles life put in our way.You were the one I was meant to be beside now and forever,and I will forever be beside you in love, thought, and spirit. You have left us so many great memories,love, and wisdom that we all share in our daily lives.At times I feel so empty,but knowing that you are on your way to meet new challenges and experiences on your journey it eases my heart knowing that you will meet them with the same passion and grace that you lived your daily life. Mahonyha you will forever be living in my heart. your carrot, victor

Dearest Megan and Family,

I have not had the opportunity to meet any of you, but Andrew speaks very highly of you all. Our family is very saddened by the loss of Mahonyha, but are also relieved that she is no longer suffering. She has left many great memories for all to cherish, and a smile that can never be forgotten. May God be with you during this most difficult journey. We certainly wish you all well.

Thinking of you. All our love,
Andrew, Joelle
Taylor, Dion & Dania

you don't know me, but i knew mahonyha, she was as sweet a human as ever walked and talked, and a big inspiration to me and others. I am sending huge love to you all, and although i just can't find a single word that doesn't seem totally inept at expressing my condolences, and my respect and admiration, for you, your family and your sister, know that i send all the love that i have to you all right now. --Niki

thinking of you all. wish you all peace, sending good thoughts to you. Christina

Mahonyha
Its been five days since your passing, it feels like a lifetime already. I have lost so many times in life, and yet this is the greatest loss I have ever felt. Being the youngest of six of us, losing one already, to loose you, my only “blood sister” leaves me missing a huge part of myself, as if you were my only sibling, now left with a sense of loneliness. We shared so many unique characteristics and traits that I share with no other human being. Our distance may have grown as we grew and moved forward with our lives, but you and I will always know the special bond that was shared. From childhood, when you were either standing up for me or telling on me, the best friends we became as we moved to yet another new town where all we had was each other, to the comforting home and visits you provided when Tyson was only weeks old.
I look up to you, as my big sister and now my guardian angle. There are so many things about you that keeps you in the light in my eye, so much I strive to achieve one day. When I was younger, it was your way with boys, and then clothes and then when I was old enough to comprehend so much more, I realized I looked up to you for far more than how smartly you were dressed or how many heads you turned, no I looked up to you because you truly were a beautiful person inside and out, bursting with ambition and dreams and so much insight. Where ever your journey may take you next, you are sure to bring much light, love and laughter to them all.
Tyson will forever remember his “Aunty Hones” …
“Mommy why did Aunty Hones go up in the sky? Why Mommy? Why? I wanna go see Aunty Hones right now!”
Forever, I will remember you, your laugh and your smile. I promise to smile and laugh and cry but I do not promise that I won’t miss you and turn inside out with sadness at times, but I will pick myself up and carry on for you and my family. Until I sleep again I will miss you….
Your sister, Emily

I am loving you always Hones and missing your smiling face everyday, you were a light and a warmth in our lives, our days are a little darker without your glow, a little quieter without your laughter and a little lonelier without your friendship. I am sad for Sadye and Jaiden's loss of an Auntie they loved so much. I will miss your hugs and your sweet concern, all the moments that hadn't yet come, and all the chats we hadn't yet had. But I am grateful for the years we shared as sisters and as friends, you made life sweeter. With an aching sadness I say goodbye, but will forever hold you in my heart. Your sister always, Megan

I just wanted to send u and your family all our blessings...Mahonyha has a special place in my heart...She was an amazing person whom I've been blessed to know...Sending lots of love and thoughts from norway....

you are a sweet angel and we will miss you everyday. a beautiful girl inside and out.
Christina Guerin-St.Thomas

You're an angel blessing heaven with your presence
Alana Mckinnon

Rest in peace, beautiful! You will never be forgotten! The world will be missing your presence but knows you'll be watching over everyone!
Crystal Minnaert

Oh Mahonyha, what to say. Well, I'll treasure your memory. I'll remember all the times we shared. Your loved now and forever. Blessings my dear friend
Sarah Gotell

our loss is truly heaven's gain....you will be missed by everyone who had the pleasure of making your acquaintance.
love,
ab

my beautiful friend...I will always remember you...I will miss you so much ...you will always have a special place in my heart..goodbye little angel...
love Monica and Tore

Rest in Peace Mahonyha. May you journey on & touch the heavens with your beauty. I will miss you here. I am so grateful to have met an angel. All my love, Michelle

I was saddened to read about Mahonyha’s passing. My deepest sympathy to her family and friends. She will never be forgotten in my mind. She has been a blessing to me. Carol Shypitka

Dear Megan,
It's Sarah, Phaedra's friend. I just learned that Mahonyha died on Saturday and I felt compelled to write to you again to tell you how sorry I am. Though there is beauty in every part of life, even (maybe especially) the part of it where we let go of it, there is no doubt that for those left behind there is a terrible loss. Saying goodbye to your sister-- to your 2nd sister-- must be so painful and I'm so sorry. Though I don't know you, Megan, I do know that, like your sisters, you are incredibly brave, inspiring, and good. I wish you and your children and family every happiness. And in the meantime, "surf it".

With love,
Sarah

As I linger in my silence I am holding all of you close to my heart and sending you all my love.
Love Sahjia xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox…………



Dear Selina,
I feel the deep love between you and Mahonyha that radiates to my heart and supports my own journey through grief towards healing. My heart rests with yours, dear friend. Mahonyha will be missed.
In times of loss, my experience is that grief resides side by side with an opportunity to embrace something larger that ourselves, and we are invited to open our hearts to discover the width and breadth of our hearts and that shared place we are born from that hurts when another hurts, to experience love as a place where the divine and human presence ebb and flow into each other, to hold one another with as much tenderness as we would like to be held and to celebrate the cycle of life that weaves us together.
May the trust and grace Mahonyha emanated through her passing offer guidance and comfort with each step forward for you and your beautiful family. I celebrate her life, her wisdom, and her particular gifts that are her legacy to the world.
May Mahonyha find her place with the moon birds.
Many Blessings,
Sandi leatherman

Megan,
You and your family have been in my thoughts throughout your journey with Mahonyha. I am saddened by your loss, family is such an important part of our lives we are blessed with everyday we share with them. I admire Mahonyha's strength, may it carry you through and lift you up. Love to you and your family. Love Kaila

Dear Selina,
My Heart goes out to you and your family.
As you know, Mahonyha is released, not just from the body but from a karma that was hindering her way. She is profoundly released.
I honour your courage and Wisdom in guiding Mahonyha on her way.
I remain with you and Mahonyha in my thoughts. I will always remember her tenderly, and something of her remains in my Heart eternally.
With Love and deep Sympathy, for you and the family,
Philip

I'm sorry for your loss. I was an old friend of Mahonya's from Lemon Creek. I have nothing but amazing memories of her from my childhood.

Lot's of love to you and your family during this time.

Melisa Miles
xoxox

Dear Selina,
Thank you for letting us know. Our hearts are with you and your family.
Lorna & Jay

Megan,
I am moved beyond words by your family's beauty and strength. I feel so lucky to have known Mahonyha, even though it was a long time ago now. Thinking of you all and sending love.
Sarah Marguerite

Dear Selina,
So sorry to hear of Mahonyha's passing, although you are right to think in terms of honoring her spirit and celebrating her beautiful life.
Just as Patrick Bronte had to bury his wife and all six of his children, including Emily, Charlotte and Anne, parents sometimes have to do the unthinkable. You are all very much in my thoughts and prayers as you have been ever since I heard of Mahonya's condition - alas, seemingly too late to approach it with enough of a time span.
Blessings.
Steve

i am so sorry for the loss of such a light in your life. i hope the memories you keep close to your heart are ones of happy times and laughter.
SR

Megan I am so sorry for your loss, my heart goes out to you and your family, please try to stay strong I am here for you anytime.
Christina

Dearest Selina,
I want you to know what a truly wonderous person you are, you have inspired us all. I believe the depth that you have reached is truly a gift to the planet, all mothers, all families and to those who know you and your family. I wish peace for you and yours, although we do not see one another often, I feel our heart connection allways. Love Susan

Megs,
sending lotsa love and support...anything you need just ask... your loss is truly heaven's gain.
love
Al

Selina,
I really appreciate your email. Thank you so much for helping me be there
with you all in prayer and spirit. I am unable to articulate how
important that is to me.
I trust that Mahonhya is finding her way; she was blessed to be
surrounded by loved ones like yourself who always have shown such a deep
respect for her life and her wishes when passing. I am so inspired by her
light and that of your families. I am especially inspired by your
strength and perception. Your ability to understand and speak the wishes
of the soul. Thank you for being in my life Selina, and for bringing
Mahonhya into it.
I spoke with Sahjia today, and we discussed the possibility of coming to
gather with you all when the time is right. Please let me know when that
may be appropriate and I will do my best to make my way there.
With great love and gratitude,
offering my hand if there is anything I can assist with,
Eden.

I am so sorry Megan! I will be thinking of you and your family and their great loss... My best to you all!!!
Bonnie

Thinking and praying for peace to come for your whole family.
Sarah

Im so sorry megan! Deepest sympathies to all of you! She'll always be with all of you, watching over u all. Lots of hugs.
Crystal

Selina,

I have been checking Mahonyha's website frequently and have been thinking about her a lot. I was both sad and relieved to read this morning that she passed away on Saturday. I am sad for those who have lost such a wonderful person and that Mahonyha didn't win her fight as I felt that if anyone could beat that cancer she would by sheer determination. I am truly and deeply sorry for your loss. I feel a sense of relief that she is now free from the pain and stress that she must have been suffering. I am so impressed with her determination and fight, you must be so proud to call yourself her mum. I wish you and your family strength in this most difficult time. I hope you are doing OK.

please take care of yourself,
Angela

I am so sorry for you and your family. She will be a guardian angel for all of those that knew her..she was a beautiful woman inside and out... Her presence will be greatly missed and I feel blessed to have known her
Alana

Megan,
My thoughts are with you and your family. She will be missed by all.
HUGS
Tara

Thinking about you and your family today. She is an angel who will be missed by all.
Big Hugs
Denise

soooo very sorry, I am thinking of you guys today. hugs to all :(
Christina

We are so sorry to hear that Mahonyha has past. We are thinking of you all, if there is anything we can do for you please let us know.
Take care, Kerri
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Dear Selina and family,

Thank you for your beautiful letter honouring Mahonya's spirit and her brave struggle in the face of such daunting obstacles! It is with love and support that we remember her and you at this time.

We feel very blessed to have spent time with you and your family that day at Lakeside Park last summer. It was a wonderful and timeless afternoon relaxing in the sunshine on a long and lazy summer's day. Mahonya was contented and serene, and I was struck by how soothing she was to be around. Perhaps we were experiencing the sweetness and poignancy of all her life contracted into a brief moment.

So we embrace you in your pain and in your joy and sorrow. What a gift she has given you!

Love always,
Trudy and Sal